The way that David spoke and all that his body language told Vincent wasnât quite what he expected, if he were to be honest. There was a weariness in the deputy that Vincent related to a little more than he liked, the way he grew heavy as he explained how everything blew up in his face a little too close to home than Vincent would ever admit to a cop. It grew more horrifying as Rook continued, explaining that this was quite literally a war zone rather than something more figurative like heâd thought. By the time Rook was explaining they even had anti-air weapons, Vincentâs lips had parted as his mouth opened in surprise, and perhaps a little horror.
He closed his mouth and poured more whiskey into his glass, shotgunning it immediately as if it was going to somehow make him more receptive to the news that he had unwittingly entered an active combat zone. Vincent could heavily relate to how desperately Rook likely had to fight to survive this place, and having lost people he cared about. It was why Vincent kept control of his face and seemed neutral despite the tell in the way his eyes lowered between them, luckily hidden from Rook as the other looked out the window. Rook didnât need to hear from Vincent that his friend and the sheriff were likely dead already, though he knew that just as much could have been said about himself when Rook found him. People had a way of surviving even in the most extreme circumstances, Vincent knew that all too well. It was why his walls were built so tall.
âDo now,â he said as he mirrored Rookâs standing up. Heâd always hated smoking, really - tobacco always was so unpleasant in his nose. He could almost be sold on some of the cigars the older men heâd grown up around liked but it just never caught his attention. The absence of weed or other drugs that Vincent liked an awful lot more put him in a bind, though, and the stress was eating away at him. Heâd take anything at this point.
Before he followed Rook out, however, he poured himself one more glass of whiskey. He decided to skip over fingers and just go for a full glass, Rookâs judgement be damned. He drained the whole thing without a second thought, and then followed Rook out. It took all of his self control to leave the bottle.
âSo you got a well-organized militia of a certain type of crazy out here with real competent leadership.â Clearly. He had been trying so desperately to downplay just how serious things were here but while heâd been part of a gang out of a lack of choice and a need for survival, the people out here had joined the cult of their own free will and gave it their loyalty. (At first, at least.) People like that would die for a cause. They didnât run like Vincent had.
âWhatâs the plan, then? You say youâre the cavalry, so, what, you gonna tryân take down this cult on your own?â It was clear Vincent was fishing to see what Rook had worked out already, if anything at all. He didn't offer much comfort in terms of what Rook had already gone through: there was nothing that he did to apologize for, but he certainly could help shoulder this burden (as stupid as that decision may ultimately be).
Rook snorts at Vincent's answer, but he nods understandingly, too. He swipes a pack of cigarettes from a side table, and steps into the night air â only to promptly sink back down on the porch steps. He offers Vincent a cigarette first, along with a lighter from his pocket (old, from at least the 80s, with an insignia of a five-pointed star within a circle engraved on one side. On the bottom are a couple of letters and numbers scratched into it by hand). He's glad at the moment that everyone that left this godforsaken county seemed to have at least one vice, usually two. He's not a smoker either, not really, but until he finds someone's stash of Xanax they left behind, this and alcohol is all he has to soothe his fried nerves. Cigarettes have the benefit of not leaving his senses too addled.
He lights his own cigarette and tucks the lighter away back into a breast pocket.
"Nah," he admits. He's just one man, and he wouldn't have gotten as far as he has without the help of a hell of a lot of people. Rook leans his elbows on his knees, clasping one hand over the other, cigarette held delicately between fore and middle fingers. "People seem to look to me though, maybe 'cause I'm the only cop left that hasn't 'atoned' and joined up with the peggies." He rubs subconsciously at his chest. The homestead's sole security light catches on the ragged letters of 'WRATH,' just as much scar as they are tattoo, peering out over an open button. "I'm six months out of academy. I'm not even from here." Rook falters, despite his frustration, glances to Vincent as though to confirm for himself that the other man has no interest in his personal life. A muscle in his jaw tenses visibly for a moment, and he continues staring out into the yard.
Rook takes a drag, holds the smoke in his lungs, and expels it in a sigh. "The Seeds divided the county into three regions - the Holland Valley, where we are now, the Whitetail Mountains to the north, and the Henbane River to the east. John Seed is dead, now, which means the cult no longer has a place to process new recruits. John handled most of that. Not that they aren't still kidnapping people to the north and east, but it should put a decent dent in their plans anyway." Another slow drag. "I've been up north some - that's Jacob's territory. He's a vet with a lot of combat experience and a lot more PTSD, by the sounds of it; he's in charge of training the cultists... and doing some fucked up experiments on the local wolves, like they're fighting dogs. I'm thinking I work my way up there, next. There's a state park entrance just north of John's territory that they've turned into a checkpoint. If the resistance can take that over, we'll have a good foothold to extend further into the mountains. It'll be a pain in the ass with the terrain, but a lot of the peggies don't have the familiarity the locals do."
Vincent murmured a soft thanks as he took the cigarette from Rook, lighting it without much ceremony other than a single cough with that first inhale as he recalled specifically why heâd never taken up smoking before. He was about to hand the lighter back but stopped as this thumb ran over the engraving and he took a moment to look at it. He didnât recognize it, at least not in this moment, and he handed the lighter back to Rook. One long drag later and he leaned back against the steps, resting back so that he could look up at the stars with a gentle wonder that he didnât bother to conceal. In LA the sky wasnât so dappled, after all, and on his trip up here he had been too preoccupied with other concerns to stop and look up at the sky.
His expression did shift - brows lifting in faint surprise - when Rook admitted he was only six months out of the academy. It didnât really take much thought to realize that Rook was likely much younger than Vincent had thought, assuming heâd gone to the academy not long after finishing high school. When Rook admitted he wasnât even from here, Vincent admittedly cast his glance at Rook and met the other manâs glance on accident. There was empathetic understanding in the look that Vincent gave him before shifting his glance away and finding anything else to look at.
It wasnât that Vincent didnât care; the more that Rook shared, the more Vincent would be expected to share in return and that was what he wasnât interested in. He was even less inclined to talk about himself with a cop, of all people. If he were honest, though, there was a part of Vincent that ached for connection. Unfortunately, connection had only ever left him wanting and hurting: people left and people died. Nobody stuck around, and those that did stabbed Vincent in the back eventually.
Vincent took a slow drag after Rook finished, clearly thinking over what the other man had just outlined. Every time Rook spoke to the state of the county the worse the picture grew.
âIf Jacobâs the one traininâ âem then sounds like a good next step.â Training was a severe understatement. You donât train people to jump into fucking helicopter blades. Vincent also couldnât imagine being so loyal to someone to the point of doing that. Take a knife or bullet? Sure. Thereâs a reasonable possibility of living through each of those. He couldnât imagine what fucking level of desperate loyalty someone would have over one overblown self-fashioned savior of mankind to have to sacrifice themself that way.
âPut a mad dog down âfore it gets its teeth in anyone else,â he said softly, almost pensive. Itâll be a hell of a fight just to get to Jacob, and then theyâd have to deal with him. Vincent knew a few old vets turned preppers and those paranoid motherfuckers would sooner strap C4 to their chests and take everyone down with them than give up. Vincent didnât want to try to think about that eventuality right now, especially as he was starting to feel the edges of his mind starting to grow fuzzy.
âOkay, so next stepâs to retake that checkpoint, then figure out what we gotta do to take the bite out of their operation. Simple.â Not simple, but on paper itâs a direction. âSounds like a tomorrow problem, though, âcause I gotta be real with ya David: my headâs killinâ meân that whiskeyâs startinâ to do itâs job.â Really, he was overwhelmed. He hadnât had the time to come to terms with all this like Rook had, and Rook had just told him so much shit in such a short period of time that he needed time to process at least some of it.
âAm real sorry you been made the leaderâf the movement here, though. Shitâs not fair.â He paused for a moment to take another drag, exhaling quickly as he continued while his gaze lifted back up at the sky. âCouldnâtâve happened in a prettier place, at least. Never seen so many stars at once.â
A direction, yes. That was the only thing that kept Rook going. Another direction to take, another step along the way. One foot in front of the other. If he looked at the whole picture at once, he'd probably lose his shit.
His brows raise a little when Vincent calls him 'David,' the surprise evident in the quick glance. Most people called him Rook (or Dep, or Deputy, or Rookie these days...) but he doesn't mind being called by his first name.
"Ah shit. This is why I became a cop and not a doctor - 'sides the fact I couldn't afford college." He chuckles dryly, and casually glosses over Vincent's apology that Rook is somehow de facto in charge. He'd be lying if he said he didn't mind it. He's 19, had never killed a man - had never even drawn his weapon in the field - and people act like he's some war hero or general or... or something other than what he is. "I should take a look atcha though before you hit the pillow." Rook takes another quick drag from his cigarette as though his final one, though pauses and looks up. Some tension seems to unwind out of his shoulders, and he actually smiles, the expression faint, but there. "Yeah. Montana may be bumfuck-nowhere, but it's beautiful." One final inhale of his cigarette, then Rook leans to stub it out on the mulch next to the steps. "There's a first-aid kit I left on the table in there, lets get you seen to."
Itâs Vincentâs turn to snort at Rookâs response, the comment of affording college. Vincent was almost a decade older than the young man next to him - kid, really - and had spent so many restless nights wondering where he could have ended up if he had an actual chance at a life. Vincent had been truant his entire school career, and the moment he turned 18 he quit going all together. It was something he regretted, but he wouldnât have been able to get a GED if he tried. And even if he did, what was the point? Itâs not like it would have changed anything while he was in LA.
Vincent glanced back at Rook just in time to catch the smile on his face. Seeing the way the tension left the younger manâs shoulders and the smile brought Vincent a flash of warmth. This kid had been pushed into a situation he never should have to go through and it was little moments like this, fleeting as they were, that kept people moving forward.
He grew visibly stressed as it became clear that Rook had been serious about checking him over. It was a good idea - he wouldnât get far out here without letting the other take a look at him - but he was in a backwater, rural red state, and as well-meaning as Rook had been thus far, that could change very quickly. He decided to go along with it only because he felt he could get a knife in the man quickly enough if things took a turn. It wasnât a comforting thought regardless as he sighed and put his cigarette out. âFine, but I donât got insurance so I hope youâll forgive me if I donât pay, Doc,â he teased as he stood. He spoke again as they headed back inside.
âHonestly, pillow and I never been real good friends,â he admitted. Heâd always been a troubled sleeper even on his best nights, usually opting for benzos or something else to knock him out. He could feel it in his bones that once he got to sleep heâd sleep well - he was too fucking exhausted to have his usual nightmares - but it was the matter of actually getting to sleep that would be the struggle tonight.
âGonna be a while before I pass out,â and when he did it would likely be in a corner with his back against the walls where nothing could sneak up on him. He was going to be up a while, and the way that the woods settled into such a still silence unsettled him greatly. Heâd love the company to distract him from it, not that heâd ever say as much out loud.
Once they were back inside heâd sit wherever David instructed him to, but no amount of the self control he contained could ease the tension out of his shoulders or cover the way he nervously rubbed the crucifix of the rosary around his right wrist.
"I'll just put it on your tab," the deputy answers, something easy-going and a little playful in his tone. One corner of his lip quirks wider than the other as they head inside.
Rook motions back to the same dining room table - it'd be easier to get Vincent to lean forward in one of those chairs, rather than the overstuffed living room set, if he needed to. Rook opens the medkit, then crouches down in front of the other man. "Yeah I feel it. The whiskey takes the edge off, but sleep can be hard to find anyway. Lately, anyway."
"You kinda look like you took a bath in some ketchup, so lets get that top off you. Anywhere in particular hurt, other than your head?"
He pauses in setting out various bits and bobs from the medkit, head tilted as his eyes catch on the rosary - or specifically, the way Vincent fidgets with it. He follows the fidget to the obvious tension in Vincent's shoulders. "It's alright," he offers, voice low and warm and gentle. "If I hurt you, you can take another swing at me. Sound fair?"
Vincentâs discomfort grew more obvious when Rook asked him to take his shirt off, his jaw setting. Part of why he left was because he knew heâd never be able to be himself where he came from, and now he was facing that very distinct possibility again. It was only at Rookâs reassurance that he started to move again, careful and slow. He watched Rook like a hawk, all of his movements stiff.
âNot scared youâll hurt me; been dealinâ with pain since I was real little,â he said as he finally started to peel the blood-soaked shirt off. He avoided Rookâs gaze specifically, otherwise watching the body language and movements of the younger man. Vincent had a wiry frame: clearly able to fight, but thinner than he should have been, giving him an hourglass figure that on bad days made him uncomfortable.
He had many tattoos linked to his gang affiliation that ranged from stick and pokes done in some grody bathroom to professionally done, though they couldnât be fully realized with the ace bandages clearly wrapped too tightly around his chest. Just under his left collarbone was Johnyâs handiwork: first wrath, then in what was clearly done purely out of an angry malice: heresy. Heresy looked as if heâd tried to carve down to some nonexistent bone, really trying to punish Vincent with it.
There were a few places where bullets had just caught Vincent, grazing him. Heâd been very lucky in that regard, but it sure didnât give much in the way of comfort when it came to the fact that his stomach, sides, and clearly his ribs, had been turned into a canvas for yellow, blue, and purple watercolor.
It was clear that Vincent was wired tighter than a spring, but even as Rook clearly had no issue with him, he went back to fiddling with the rosary nervously.
The deputy's mouth curves into a grim smile, the rest of his expression, humorless. He was lucky in that regard; his childhood had been one of destitution, but not abuse. He nods a little in understanding, but says nothing else on the matter.
His only reaction to what's beneath Vincent's shirt is a thoughtful hum, and a quiet, "Should get you cleaned up first." A washcloth from the nearby bathroom, wet with warm water, and Rook wipes away the blood that had soaked through, and Vincent's own.
"This is gonna sting like a bitch, so just warn me if you're reconsidering my offer," he jokes, tone mild. He holds up an antiseptic wipe by way of explanation, then sets to cleaning the wounds themselves. His eyes light on 'wrath,' and linger there for a few moments. He glances back up to Vincent's countenance. "And here we thought matching tattoos were only for doomed relationships," he remarks wryly, and spreads his collar for the other to see his own assigned sin.
Given that John Seed's body is laying out on the driveway to his bunker, that Rook had made sure the Herald was very dead before leaving his corpse to cool, maybe the man hadn't been wrong.
"Nothing feels broken right? A couple of these bruises are pretty ugly."
Edited (Yes autocorrect, I did want a swear word there.) Date: 2023-12-08 09:39 am (UTC)
It was hard to let go of the tension and stress even as it grew apparent that Rook wasnât going to try anything. As the blood was washed away it was easier to see some of his old healed scars: old stab wounds that were once deep, places heâd been unlucky and caught a bullet, among others. It was clear that Vincent was starting to relax a little as his gaze shifted away from Rook. Itâs awkward being taken care of, and Vincent wasnât sure how he felt about it. It made him think of his mom and reminded him that there wasnât a day that went by he didnât miss her.
âThink I already paid it forward,â he teased back, perhaps a touch apologetic (if you really wanted to reach for it). The most of a reaction that Rook gets is a sharp inhale and hissing through teeth while one hand curled into a tight fist. He held himself well, the majority of the tension in his body finally melting with a surprised chuckle at the joke about their tattoos, looking over to verify they did match with a smile before focusing his gaze on Rookâs face again. âMatching tattoosâre fine,â he started lightly, âitâs if we get each otherâs names weâre doomed.â
His smile lingered for a few seconds, but started to wane as he remembered the words of the old priest that tried to guide him after his mother was killed, recalling the warnings against wrath and how anger could be symptom of a larger issue: pride, or grief, or fear. For Vincent, his incessant anger as a kid, teenager, and young adult came from his grief, and here it came from his fear. He never had much use for religion, and heâd never listened as a kid, but maybe he was finally starting to see some of the wisdom in the old manâs teachings.
The thought slipped out of his mind as Rook asked about the bruises.
âNothinâ I can tell, but thatâs not real important. Not like weâre gonna sit idleân wait to heal.â That was definitive: he wasnât going to accept being benched. It also seemed that somewhere between escaping the bunker and now Vincent had made up his mind to join Rook on whatever new hell this adventure was going to turn out to be. âNormally Iâd say you should see the other fuckers, but, uh, doubt thereâs much left to see of âem.â
A pause, then: âwhat of you? You need a once over? My handsâr still steady enough.â The last sentence was a half joke, but the offer was real: he would gladly return the favor before getting up to try to find some clean clothes to wear before settling in for a long, likely near-sleepless night.
Edited (don't look at me i'm hideous) Date: 2023-12-08 05:00 pm (UTC)
His cheekbone is still tender, and there's some bruising already discoloring beneath his eyes, but Rook can't blame Vincent for the punch. Who wouldn't be scared out of their minds, especially not knowing what bullshit the cult had been up to for months?
"Ah, right, that's it. Well, we should live happily ever after, then." It's nice, the light and easy banter, rather than sitting alone with his thoughts weighing on him. With Vincent's nastier wounds bandaged, Rook returns to his seat, stiffness evident in his movements. It takes a moment for the other's words to sink in, and he gives Vincent a quizzical look. It sounded like Vincent was planning on fighting. Rook couldn't argue wanting revenge but... it made more sense that the other man would just want to hightail it out of this hellhole.
"Oh, uh- I got clipped in the back by something, I think, I don't know if I can reach it. If'n it's not too much trouble, I'd appreciate it." He shrugs off his shirt, wincing at the stretch, and turns sideways in his chair. Rook has filled out some in the last few months; perk of being able to afford eating what he wants. He's muscular, but built slim despite his height, a product of poor nutrition all his life until recently. Along his lower back is a wound that's not particularly deep, but ragged. Other wounds are evident, old bandages, some uncovered, all recent. Rook's body, if he survives this, will show a roadmap of the hell Eden's Gate is putting him through.
âI donât offer something âless I mean it,â he said gently as Rook bared his back to him. The mapping of his journey was so incredibly grim as Vincent realized that these were all recent wounds, unlike his own healed and faded scars. His touch was very gentle, seemingly in contrast with the way he held himself and acted, carefully cleaning the area around the wound after folding the towel to a still clean portion. He didnât comment on how slight Rook may have been - it was something Vincent understood all too well,
âFear our honeymoon phase is âbout to end; real glad youâre the forgiving type,â he said has he reached for the antiseptic wipes. He didnât give another warning before actually cleaning the wound and applying the antiseptic. He was as gentle as he could be, but firm, and it wasnât long before he was done and applying a bandage. âGood news is if we donât work out youâll have lotsâf scars to show all the boysân girls when this is all done. Have the pickâf whoever you want.â
He straightened up in his chair. âYouâre set.â An awkward little pause, then he stood and gathered up what trash was on the table, as if someone still lived here. âIf you donât mind, uh, Iâm gonna see if someone left a shirt lying around,â and a blanket, too. Vincent knew he would get cold over night. Unless David had a very strong negative response, Vincent was already headed off into the house in search for his prizes. After a couple of minutes he came back in an oversized flannel button down (that he was absolutely drowning in) and with a blanket in his arms. He stopped where he was, clearly debating what he wanted to do next.
"Short butâ" Rook inhales sharply through his noise, "âmostly sweet," he finishes, exhaling through clenched teeth. He wondered if he'd ever get used to the burn of antiseptic. He sits still otherwise, leaned forward just enough that Vincent could easily get to the wound.
"Thanks man." He raises a hand dismissively. " 'Course. Most folk around here left at least something." Rook however puts his uniform shirt back on. He considers another cigarette, though his gaze lingers on the whiskey. He opts for neither, packing things back into the first aid kit and leaving it on the table. Someone else would doubtlessly come through here and need the supplies. It was too much for him to carry, useful as it was.
His attention is pulled by the sound of Vincent returning, and he lifts his gaze, watching the man stand there seemingly without direction. It's late, now, and there's no point in moving on. The moon is thin, and with John's bunker destroyed, Rook is concerned about peggies. Might as well hang out with Vincent and get what rest he can.
"There's one bed, I think, you can take it. I've been getting used to sleeping wherever." Rook locks the front door, deadbolts it, then repeats the same for the back. The few resistance members loitering before appear to have moved on, unless a couple have bedded down in the shed or the prepper bunker. He goes to the windows, one-by-one, and closes them, before making his way to the sole bedroom. One hand on his hip, he weighs dragging the bed against the inside wall against looking like a nutjob to Vincent. In the end, he decides a label of crazy is better than being a cause of death. He moves a nightstand, pushing that against the window, then pushes the bed against the wall.
" 's a little better," he decides, then explains almost apologetically. "Y'know, in case anyone tries to break their way in."
It was true that Vincent was considering seeing how far he could get through the bottle of whiskey but he decided to stay his hand. He had a feeling that Rook was gonna be waking him up early to get moving and he very much wasn't a morning person, he didn't need to make Rook's life harder with a hangover. His thought was interrupted as Rook surrendered the bed to him and Vincent considered arguing and ceding the bed to Rook, but he started moving and Vincent kept quiet instead.
He went to the kitchen and shuffled through the drawers until he found a kitchen knife. He was still armed, yes, but there was a difference between the knives you kept on you and the knife you slipped into the mattress for emergencies. He followed in Rook's footsteps making sure everything was latched. It wasn't because he didn't believe Rook, but to assuage his own paranoia. The last thing he wanted was to end up where he started in this, or somewhere worse. He made it back to the room about the time that that Rook started rearranging the furniture, watching him, nodding at the explanation.
"No, makes sense. Smart." He wouldn't have thought of it - he was used to a bedroom too small that the arrangement of the furniture didn't matter. If the level of crazy they were dealing with was climb into helicopter blades, bomb a bridge from a plane, cage people in the bottom of a missile silo crazy, then no amount of assumption of the worst was too crazy. He moved into the room, not quite turning his back to Rook fully, sliding the bade of the knife under the mattress so the handle was sticking out. It would be easy to find if they were startled awake and he was too groggy to pull a knife off his person while tangled up in a blanket.
He got up on the bed and took a moment to fiddle with the knife - it wouldn't be hard to realize that this was a habit he had where he came from and he was positioning it where he was used to - before he sat back with his back once again against the wall. Despite their friendly rapport earlier, Vincent was slipping back into unease as he thought about having to sleep in the same room as a stranger. He tried not to be so blatant as he started settle in.
"Should probably warn ya: I'm not a real morning person." He wasn't sure he was going to even get to sleep tonight, but it was worth warning Rook. He admittedly wasn't sure what was going to happen in the morning if Rook did try to wake him: it could be as simple as grumbling and rolling over, or he might startle into a fight again. Vincent hoped it was the former but he'd been conditioned into being aggressive first and asking questions later.
Rook leans against the doorframe, folding his arms across his chest and watching Vincent's little routine, such as it was. Strangely, watching the other come back from the kitchen with a knife in his hand didn't make him nervous. In times like these, maybe it was a bad habit.
"I'm not either," he admits with an easy smile. "The rookie gets graveyard shift at the sheriff's office, or if I'm not actively working, I'm on call. It's easier to move around at night right now, anyway. So, if you want to come with me, feel free to sleep in. But uhâ" he clears his throat, adjusting his stance almost uncomfortably. "You don't have to. I don't blame you if you wanna gut a few peggies for what they've put you through but- you've heard what I've told you and seen what brand of murderous intent they have so- you really don't have to." He shrugs.
"Not trying to suggest you can't keep up or somethingâ" God knows I can barely keep my head above waterâ he almost says this, but doesn't, it comes out instead as a catch in his throat. Another shift, a turn of his head so small it looks more like a twitch. People look to him here, to be strong, to keep his shit together when the rest of the county is losing theirs, and that was a lesson he took to heart quicker than most. "âAnyway. Just. It's your choice is all. Hiking outta here will be dangerous, but not as much as intentionally pulling up on armed, drugged up cultists."
His gaze slides over the tension in Vincent's frame. "Side note- if you want, I can sleep in the living room." It's probably not as safe, most people would probably bust through the front door than a window when they think no one's home, but Rook doesn't mind it. At least he'll probably hear them coming. He can feel the alcohol in his system, but he's far from drunk, so he expects the slightest sound will wake him.
Tension left Vincentâs shoulders when Rook encouraged him to sleep in. He was genuinely expecting to sit here awake, finally doze off an hour before sunrise, then be rudely interrupted by this kid wanting to move. Instead, he was pleased that he might actually get decent (for him) sleep. The sound of Rook clearing his throat and the way his body language shifted caught his attention. When Rook ultimately offered to sleep in the living room his gaze shifted away.
âSleep where you want,â he said maybe a little defensively while bristling, as if the offer was meant to mock him. After a thoughtful pause, his gaze shifted just so he was peeking at Rook and he spoke more gently: âProbably smarter to stick together, though.â He was asking Rook to stay, though heâd certainly never say as much. Heâd like the conversation partner, and heâd likely stay up longer than Rook would anyway. His gaze would shift to look far more directly at Rook, his demeanor far less pleading.
âYou saved my life, so I owe you a life debt. Figure gettinâ you through whatever the fuck this is would probably settle it.â He absolutely hated feeling like he owed people (it always bit him in the ass). It also might be that nobody had ever gone out of their way to help Vincent like he had. âBesides,â he started in a joking tone, smiling a little, âsounds like a fun team-building exercise to strengthen our new relationship.â
There was a component of this that also was that Vincent wasnât even sure what heâd do out east, and he was afraid things wouldnât work out. He didnât realize it but he was absolutely using this to postpone facing that particular unknown.
Rook is silent as Vincent bristles, as though waiting for the words to settle in. When he continues, Rook smiles, a little quirk tugging one side of his mouth higher. There's a joke in there somewhere about how Vincent can just ask Rook to sleep with him if that's what he means, but the deputy doesn't want to test the waters that far, despite their joking. "Fair 'nough," he agrees instead.
He wanders to the bedroom closet, and shuffles through what's left looking for a spare blanket. He pauses in his search to look over his shoulder.
"You don't owe me anything, let me say that first. One, it's my job to help people." At least on paper. "Two, consider it me trying to make up for the fact you got tangled up in this bullshit." He motions with his newfound blanket to indicate to Vincent before tossing it onto the bed. "That aside, it does sound pretty effective."
The little smile faded and a shadow crossed Vincentâs face at the mention that it was Rookâs job to help people. He didnât say anything but it was very clear just what he thought of cops in general, even if Rook was something of an exception. Or perhaps he wasnât: the words could easily be twisted to mean that it was only because of duty that Rook bothered to save him, and had he not said some words on employment then he would have otherwise turned a blind eye to Vincent. (Even Vincent felt that the latter wasnât the case, but the thought did cross his mind.)
His harsh expression softened around the corners as the blanket landed on the bed. Nothing about this was Rookâs fault, unless Vincent wanted to sit here and bitch about how the man saved his life. The younger man had also given Vincent permission (hah) to leave. No hard feelings, and Rook probably wouldnât even blame him.
âNoneâf this is your fault, nothinâ for you to make up for.â Vincent took the blanket and started wrapping himself up in it regardless, not about to turn away the offering. âNot too late to defect and head out east with me though,â he offered gently. He knew that Rook wasnât going to go for it - the man had his mind made up that he was going to be the savior of this county (or die trying) much as Vincent had already resolved to see him through it.
He pulled the blanket tighter around himself, letting himself try to get comfortable. It wasnât lost on Vincent that moving through this county and trying to dismantle this cult was more than likely going to end up killing them both. As the night continued he would ultimately reflect upon this and come to peace with it: death was the type of thing that Vincent never walked headfirst into, but didnât particularly fear. Dying would solve a lot of issues, really, but he was just too stubborn and proud to just lay down and do it. âProbably wonât be as effective as fightinâ a war together, but weâd walk out alive.â
Rook, too, thinks that the idea of cops helping people is largely bullshit. It's the reason he became a cop in the first place: disillusioned by the individuals, but not yet the entire system - just enough in the middle that he thinks he can make a difference. For someone, at least one family, one person. He doesn't comment on Vincent's obvious distrust (dislike), and he doesn't blame him.
He smiles grimly instead, glancing down as though wondering whether this place is safe enough to kick off his boots. In the end he seems to decide its fine, sinking onto the end of the bed to unlace them as he answers. "I can't leave the others with those fuckers. Hudson's free now, but that crazy ass family still has Pratt and Whitehorse. They're both dicks, but they don't deserve this." No one deserves this. But Rook feels enough like its his fault that he can't quite listen to the voice in his head telling him to get the fuck out and save his own skin.
Rookâs response was more or less what Vincent expected, and he could only admire the loyalty the man had. That loyalty tugged at Vincent in a way that hurt: it was a loyalty that he should have received from his peers before he left. Ride-or-die was what Vincent had been promised and what heâd given to the organization that took him in, chewed him up, and when he was spat out he realized just how little worth heâd had to the people heâd sold himself to when he was a kid.
There was a shift in Vincentâs demeanor. He went from relatively expressive to very restrained, his expression growing stoic and hard to read - clearly a well-practiced front, and one that Rook would grow very accustomed to in the coming days. Still, his tired resignation lived in his eyes, which would ultimately be what betrayed his cool demeanor.
âIâll take your word for it,â was all he could say. He doubted that two men were worth all the work to walk through hell but it was clear Rook had already made up his mind and wanted to be a hero. He was glad that Rook already had a plan, at least, and it seemed like he was able to make friends enough to make this at least slightly possible.
âDoubt theyâd do the same in your shoes, though,â he said more quietly as his gaze shifted off of Rookâs back and toward the window, idly gazing out into the darkness. The comment spoke more to Vincentâs cynicism than anything about Rook or the others mentioned.
Rook pauses, his back still to Vincent. He exhales in a sigh seen more in his shoulders than heard, and leans his elbows on his knees, boots haphazard where he had taken them off.
"Maybe not," he answers after a brief silence. He smiles, half-cocked and half-hearted, and rubs his jaw before letting his hand fall back between his knees in something like resignation. "Pratt's good enough for a small-town cop - he'll stop kids on their four-wheelers or deal with drunkards getting kicked out of the Spread Eagle, but something like this...? Shit, this is above anyone's pay grade. And Whitehorse has done enough... he's old enough you can make a joke about him being two days to retirement. ...Nah, I don't expect they'd do the same." With a wry sort of humor, "they might do something smarter though, like try 'n' get help."
Not me, though. He knows it's fucking insane to expect to take down a cult nigh single-handedly, but if he didn't just feel so goddamn responsible for the mess...
"Anyway, it's not about what they'd do for me." It's not about being a hero, either. Rook tells himself it is responsibility, that he's a cop and it's his job, or that increasing nag in the back of his mind that it's his fault and he needs to make up for it. But, maybe, just a little, it's that he's pissed off beyond all meaning of the phrase and just wants to tear through as many cultists as he can to ease that burning in his chest that makes it hard to breathe, to think.
The deputy sets his boots neatly at the end of the bed, and stands, turnsâ then pauses awkwardly. "So are we just sharing the room or uh- or the bed?" He holds his hands up in a surrender sort of gesture. "Not tryna be weird or anything."
"From what you said, gettin' help wouldn't've worked out anyway," he offered gently. If going out and getting help seemed viable, if it seemed realistic, then there was little doubt that Rook perhaps would have done that instead. Anyone would have opted for that rather than be the single man trying to take down an army. Help was too far, would take too long; getting out would be rough, and if the cult was really seen as a threat it would have been dealt with before, or more people sent to deal with Joseph Seed and his flock.
He had to hold his tongue, though, as he felt his own resentment get riled up. The fuckers that Rook were on a mission to save - those that wouldn't return the favor - didn't deserve the young man. They didn't deserve to know him, and to have him cross through hell to pull them out from this county's claws. What Vincent would have given to have someone pull him out of the life he'd had before this; he often wondered what could have been, and when he grew too sick in his stomach to think about it he drank, or fucked, or got high. More often than not, he indulged in all three.
Vincent's attention snapped back to the other man as he stood. He examined Rook closely, letting the awkward silence hang between them in his assessment. The gesture coupled with how nervous he was to even ask the question told Vincent what he really needed to know: Rook genuinely wouldn't try anything over night.
"You can sleep with me if you would like." He couldn't suppress the wry little smile that landed on his lips, giving away that he was teasing and, yes, even flirting with the deputy. He was settling enough to finally slip back into his habits from what was once home, and a well-rehearsed easygoing flirtation was what was settling over Vincent, pushing the tension out of his features. There were about a thousand different things he could follow up with, but he didn't want to make Rook too uncomfortable.
"But you don't got to if you don't want to." It was whatever the deputy wanted, truly. Vincent always was a very, very light sleeper, if he slept at all, and that wasn't going to change whether Rook was curled up next to him or across the house on the floor.
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Date: 2023-12-07 03:08 am (UTC)He closed his mouth and poured more whiskey into his glass, shotgunning it immediately as if it was going to somehow make him more receptive to the news that he had unwittingly entered an active combat zone. Vincent could heavily relate to how desperately Rook likely had to fight to survive this place, and having lost people he cared about. It was why Vincent kept control of his face and seemed neutral despite the tell in the way his eyes lowered between them, luckily hidden from Rook as the other looked out the window. Rook didnât need to hear from Vincent that his friend and the sheriff were likely dead already, though he knew that just as much could have been said about himself when Rook found him. People had a way of surviving even in the most extreme circumstances, Vincent knew that all too well. It was why his walls were built so tall.
âDo now,â he said as he mirrored Rookâs standing up. Heâd always hated smoking, really - tobacco always was so unpleasant in his nose. He could almost be sold on some of the cigars the older men heâd grown up around liked but it just never caught his attention. The absence of weed or other drugs that Vincent liked an awful lot more put him in a bind, though, and the stress was eating away at him. Heâd take anything at this point.
Before he followed Rook out, however, he poured himself one more glass of whiskey. He decided to skip over fingers and just go for a full glass, Rookâs judgement be damned. He drained the whole thing without a second thought, and then followed Rook out. It took all of his self control to leave the bottle.
âSo you got a well-organized militia of a certain type of crazy out here with real competent leadership.â Clearly. He had been trying so desperately to downplay just how serious things were here but while heâd been part of a gang out of a lack of choice and a need for survival, the people out here had joined the cult of their own free will and gave it their loyalty. (At first, at least.) People like that would die for a cause. They didnât run like Vincent had.
âWhatâs the plan, then? You say youâre the cavalry, so, what, you gonna tryân take down this cult on your own?â It was clear Vincent was fishing to see what Rook had worked out already, if anything at all. He didn't offer much comfort in terms of what Rook had already gone through: there was nothing that he did to apologize for, but he certainly could help shoulder this burden (as stupid as that decision may ultimately be).
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Date: 2023-12-07 05:55 am (UTC)He lights his own cigarette and tucks the lighter away back into a breast pocket.
"Nah," he admits. He's just one man, and he wouldn't have gotten as far as he has without the help of a hell of a lot of people. Rook leans his elbows on his knees, clasping one hand over the other, cigarette held delicately between fore and middle fingers. "People seem to look to me though, maybe 'cause I'm the only cop left that hasn't 'atoned' and joined up with the peggies." He rubs subconsciously at his chest. The homestead's sole security light catches on the ragged letters of 'WRATH,' just as much scar as they are tattoo, peering out over an open button. "I'm six months out of academy. I'm not even from here." Rook falters, despite his frustration, glances to Vincent as though to confirm for himself that the other man has no interest in his personal life. A muscle in his jaw tenses visibly for a moment, and he continues staring out into the yard.
Rook takes a drag, holds the smoke in his lungs, and expels it in a sigh. "The Seeds divided the county into three regions - the Holland Valley, where we are now, the Whitetail Mountains to the north, and the Henbane River to the east. John Seed is dead, now, which means the cult no longer has a place to process new recruits. John handled most of that. Not that they aren't still kidnapping people to the north and east, but it should put a decent dent in their plans anyway." Another slow drag. "I've been up north some - that's Jacob's territory. He's a vet with a lot of combat experience and a lot more PTSD, by the sounds of it; he's in charge of training the cultists... and doing some fucked up experiments on the local wolves, like they're fighting dogs. I'm thinking I work my way up there, next. There's a state park entrance just north of John's territory that they've turned into a checkpoint. If the resistance can take that over, we'll have a good foothold to extend further into the mountains. It'll be a pain in the ass with the terrain, but a lot of the peggies don't have the familiarity the locals do."
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Date: 2023-12-07 05:44 pm (UTC)His expression did shift - brows lifting in faint surprise - when Rook admitted he was only six months out of the academy. It didnât really take much thought to realize that Rook was likely much younger than Vincent had thought, assuming heâd gone to the academy not long after finishing high school. When Rook admitted he wasnât even from here, Vincent admittedly cast his glance at Rook and met the other manâs glance on accident. There was empathetic understanding in the look that Vincent gave him before shifting his glance away and finding anything else to look at.
It wasnât that Vincent didnât care; the more that Rook shared, the more Vincent would be expected to share in return and that was what he wasnât interested in. He was even less inclined to talk about himself with a cop, of all people. If he were honest, though, there was a part of Vincent that ached for connection. Unfortunately, connection had only ever left him wanting and hurting: people left and people died. Nobody stuck around, and those that did stabbed Vincent in the back eventually.
Vincent took a slow drag after Rook finished, clearly thinking over what the other man had just outlined. Every time Rook spoke to the state of the county the worse the picture grew.
âIf Jacobâs the one traininâ âem then sounds like a good next step.â Training was a severe understatement. You donât train people to jump into fucking helicopter blades. Vincent also couldnât imagine being so loyal to someone to the point of doing that. Take a knife or bullet? Sure. Thereâs a reasonable possibility of living through each of those. He couldnât imagine what fucking level of desperate loyalty someone would have over one overblown self-fashioned savior of mankind to have to sacrifice themself that way.
âPut a mad dog down âfore it gets its teeth in anyone else,â he said softly, almost pensive. Itâll be a hell of a fight just to get to Jacob, and then theyâd have to deal with him. Vincent knew a few old vets turned preppers and those paranoid motherfuckers would sooner strap C4 to their chests and take everyone down with them than give up. Vincent didnât want to try to think about that eventuality right now, especially as he was starting to feel the edges of his mind starting to grow fuzzy.
âOkay, so next stepâs to retake that checkpoint, then figure out what we gotta do to take the bite out of their operation. Simple.â Not simple, but on paper itâs a direction. âSounds like a tomorrow problem, though, âcause I gotta be real with ya David: my headâs killinâ meân that whiskeyâs startinâ to do itâs job.â Really, he was overwhelmed. He hadnât had the time to come to terms with all this like Rook had, and Rook had just told him so much shit in such a short period of time that he needed time to process at least some of it.
âAm real sorry you been made the leaderâf the movement here, though. Shitâs not fair.â He paused for a moment to take another drag, exhaling quickly as he continued while his gaze lifted back up at the sky. âCouldnâtâve happened in a prettier place, at least. Never seen so many stars at once.â
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Date: 2023-12-07 11:59 pm (UTC)His brows raise a little when Vincent calls him 'David,' the surprise evident in the quick glance. Most people called him Rook (or Dep, or Deputy, or Rookie these days...) but he doesn't mind being called by his first name.
"Ah shit. This is why I became a cop and not a doctor - 'sides the fact I couldn't afford college." He chuckles dryly, and casually glosses over Vincent's apology that Rook is somehow de facto in charge. He'd be lying if he said he didn't mind it. He's 19, had never killed a man - had never even drawn his weapon in the field - and people act like he's some war hero or general or... or something other than what he is. "I should take a look atcha though before you hit the pillow." Rook takes another quick drag from his cigarette as though his final one, though pauses and looks up. Some tension seems to unwind out of his shoulders, and he actually smiles, the expression faint, but there. "Yeah. Montana may be bumfuck-nowhere, but it's beautiful." One final inhale of his cigarette, then Rook leans to stub it out on the mulch next to the steps. "There's a first-aid kit I left on the table in there, lets get you seen to."
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Date: 2023-12-08 02:58 am (UTC)Vincent glanced back at Rook just in time to catch the smile on his face. Seeing the way the tension left the younger manâs shoulders and the smile brought Vincent a flash of warmth. This kid had been pushed into a situation he never should have to go through and it was little moments like this, fleeting as they were, that kept people moving forward.
He grew visibly stressed as it became clear that Rook had been serious about checking him over. It was a good idea - he wouldnât get far out here without letting the other take a look at him - but he was in a backwater, rural red state, and as well-meaning as Rook had been thus far, that could change very quickly. He decided to go along with it only because he felt he could get a knife in the man quickly enough if things took a turn. It wasnât a comforting thought regardless as he sighed and put his cigarette out. âFine, but I donât got insurance so I hope youâll forgive me if I donât pay, Doc,â he teased as he stood. He spoke again as they headed back inside.
âHonestly, pillow and I never been real good friends,â he admitted. Heâd always been a troubled sleeper even on his best nights, usually opting for benzos or something else to knock him out. He could feel it in his bones that once he got to sleep heâd sleep well - he was too fucking exhausted to have his usual nightmares - but it was the matter of actually getting to sleep that would be the struggle tonight.
âGonna be a while before I pass out,â and when he did it would likely be in a corner with his back against the walls where nothing could sneak up on him. He was going to be up a while, and the way that the woods settled into such a still silence unsettled him greatly. Heâd love the company to distract him from it, not that heâd ever say as much out loud.
Once they were back inside heâd sit wherever David instructed him to, but no amount of the self control he contained could ease the tension out of his shoulders or cover the way he nervously rubbed the crucifix of the rosary around his right wrist.
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Date: 2023-12-08 04:19 am (UTC)Rook motions back to the same dining room table - it'd be easier to get Vincent to lean forward in one of those chairs, rather than the overstuffed living room set, if he needed to. Rook opens the medkit, then crouches down in front of the other man. "Yeah I feel it. The whiskey takes the edge off, but sleep can be hard to find anyway. Lately, anyway."
"You kinda look like you took a bath in some ketchup, so lets get that top off you. Anywhere in particular hurt, other than your head?"
He pauses in setting out various bits and bobs from the medkit, head tilted as his eyes catch on the rosary - or specifically, the way Vincent fidgets with it. He follows the fidget to the obvious tension in Vincent's shoulders. "It's alright," he offers, voice low and warm and gentle. "If I hurt you, you can take another swing at me. Sound fair?"
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Date: 2023-12-08 05:19 am (UTC)âNot scared youâll hurt me; been dealinâ with pain since I was real little,â he said as he finally started to peel the blood-soaked shirt off. He avoided Rookâs gaze specifically, otherwise watching the body language and movements of the younger man. Vincent had a wiry frame: clearly able to fight, but thinner than he should have been, giving him an hourglass figure that on bad days made him uncomfortable.
He had many tattoos linked to his gang affiliation that ranged from stick and pokes done in some grody bathroom to professionally done, though they couldnât be fully realized with the ace bandages clearly wrapped too tightly around his chest. Just under his left collarbone was Johnyâs handiwork: first wrath, then in what was clearly done purely out of an angry malice: heresy. Heresy looked as if heâd tried to carve down to some nonexistent bone, really trying to punish Vincent with it.
There were a few places where bullets had just caught Vincent, grazing him. Heâd been very lucky in that regard, but it sure didnât give much in the way of comfort when it came to the fact that his stomach, sides, and clearly his ribs, had been turned into a canvas for yellow, blue, and purple watercolor.
It was clear that Vincent was wired tighter than a spring, but even as Rook clearly had no issue with him, he went back to fiddling with the rosary nervously.
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Date: 2023-12-08 09:38 am (UTC)His only reaction to what's beneath Vincent's shirt is a thoughtful hum, and a quiet, "Should get you cleaned up first." A washcloth from the nearby bathroom, wet with warm water, and Rook wipes away the blood that had soaked through, and Vincent's own.
"This is gonna sting like a bitch, so just warn me if you're reconsidering my offer," he jokes, tone mild. He holds up an antiseptic wipe by way of explanation, then sets to cleaning the wounds themselves. His eyes light on 'wrath,' and linger there for a few moments. He glances back up to Vincent's countenance. "And here we thought matching tattoos were only for doomed relationships," he remarks wryly, and spreads his collar for the other to see his own assigned sin.
Given that John Seed's body is laying out on the driveway to his bunker, that Rook had made sure the Herald was very dead before leaving his corpse to cool, maybe the man hadn't been wrong.
"Nothing feels broken right? A couple of these bruises are pretty ugly."
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Date: 2023-12-08 02:47 pm (UTC)âThink I already paid it forward,â he teased back, perhaps a touch apologetic (if you really wanted to reach for it). The most of a reaction that Rook gets is a sharp inhale and hissing through teeth while one hand curled into a tight fist. He held himself well, the majority of the tension in his body finally melting with a surprised chuckle at the joke about their tattoos, looking over to verify they did match with a smile before focusing his gaze on Rookâs face again. âMatching tattoosâre fine,â he started lightly, âitâs if we get each otherâs names weâre doomed.â
His smile lingered for a few seconds, but started to wane as he remembered the words of the old priest that tried to guide him after his mother was killed, recalling the warnings against wrath and how anger could be symptom of a larger issue: pride, or grief, or fear. For Vincent, his incessant anger as a kid, teenager, and young adult came from his grief, and here it came from his fear. He never had much use for religion, and heâd never listened as a kid, but maybe he was finally starting to see some of the wisdom in the old manâs teachings.
The thought slipped out of his mind as Rook asked about the bruises.
âNothinâ I can tell, but thatâs not real important. Not like weâre gonna sit idleân wait to heal.â That was definitive: he wasnât going to accept being benched. It also seemed that somewhere between escaping the bunker and now Vincent had made up his mind to join Rook on whatever new hell this adventure was going to turn out to be. âNormally Iâd say you should see the other fuckers, but, uh, doubt thereâs much left to see of âem.â
A pause, then: âwhat of you? You need a once over? My handsâr still steady enough.â The last sentence was a half joke, but the offer was real: he would gladly return the favor before getting up to try to find some clean clothes to wear before settling in for a long, likely near-sleepless night.
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Date: 2023-12-08 09:10 pm (UTC)"Ah, right, that's it. Well, we should live happily ever after, then." It's nice, the light and easy banter, rather than sitting alone with his thoughts weighing on him. With Vincent's nastier wounds bandaged, Rook returns to his seat, stiffness evident in his movements. It takes a moment for the other's words to sink in, and he gives Vincent a quizzical look. It sounded like Vincent was planning on fighting. Rook couldn't argue wanting revenge but... it made more sense that the other man would just want to hightail it out of this hellhole.
"Oh, uh- I got clipped in the back by something, I think, I don't know if I can reach it. If'n it's not too much trouble, I'd appreciate it." He shrugs off his shirt, wincing at the stretch, and turns sideways in his chair. Rook has filled out some in the last few months; perk of being able to afford eating what he wants. He's muscular, but built slim despite his height, a product of poor nutrition all his life until recently. Along his lower back is a wound that's not particularly deep, but ragged. Other wounds are evident, old bandages, some uncovered, all recent. Rook's body, if he survives this, will show a roadmap of the hell Eden's Gate is putting him through.
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Date: 2023-12-09 12:17 am (UTC)âFear our honeymoon phase is âbout to end; real glad youâre the forgiving type,â he said has he reached for the antiseptic wipes. He didnât give another warning before actually cleaning the wound and applying the antiseptic. He was as gentle as he could be, but firm, and it wasnât long before he was done and applying a bandage. âGood news is if we donât work out youâll have lotsâf scars to show all the boysân girls when this is all done. Have the pickâf whoever you want.â
He straightened up in his chair. âYouâre set.â An awkward little pause, then he stood and gathered up what trash was on the table, as if someone still lived here. âIf you donât mind, uh, Iâm gonna see if someone left a shirt lying around,â and a blanket, too. Vincent knew he would get cold over night. Unless David had a very strong negative response, Vincent was already headed off into the house in search for his prizes. After a couple of minutes he came back in an oversized flannel button down (that he was absolutely drowning in) and with a blanket in his arms. He stopped where he was, clearly debating what he wanted to do next.
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Date: 2023-12-09 08:53 am (UTC)"Thanks man." He raises a hand dismissively. " 'Course. Most folk around here left at least something." Rook however puts his uniform shirt back on. He considers another cigarette, though his gaze lingers on the whiskey. He opts for neither, packing things back into the first aid kit and leaving it on the table. Someone else would doubtlessly come through here and need the supplies. It was too much for him to carry, useful as it was.
His attention is pulled by the sound of Vincent returning, and he lifts his gaze, watching the man stand there seemingly without direction. It's late, now, and there's no point in moving on. The moon is thin, and with John's bunker destroyed, Rook is concerned about peggies. Might as well hang out with Vincent and get what rest he can.
"There's one bed, I think, you can take it. I've been getting used to sleeping wherever." Rook locks the front door, deadbolts it, then repeats the same for the back. The few resistance members loitering before appear to have moved on, unless a couple have bedded down in the shed or the prepper bunker. He goes to the windows, one-by-one, and closes them, before making his way to the sole bedroom. One hand on his hip, he weighs dragging the bed against the inside wall against looking like a nutjob to Vincent. In the end, he decides a label of crazy is better than being a cause of death. He moves a nightstand, pushing that against the window, then pushes the bed against the wall.
" 's a little better," he decides, then explains almost apologetically. "Y'know, in case anyone tries to break their way in."
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Date: 2023-12-09 03:29 pm (UTC)He went to the kitchen and shuffled through the drawers until he found a kitchen knife. He was still armed, yes, but there was a difference between the knives you kept on you and the knife you slipped into the mattress for emergencies. He followed in Rook's footsteps making sure everything was latched. It wasn't because he didn't believe Rook, but to assuage his own paranoia. The last thing he wanted was to end up where he started in this, or somewhere worse. He made it back to the room about the time that that Rook started rearranging the furniture, watching him, nodding at the explanation.
"No, makes sense. Smart." He wouldn't have thought of it - he was used to a bedroom too small that the arrangement of the furniture didn't matter. If the level of crazy they were dealing with was climb into helicopter blades, bomb a bridge from a plane, cage people in the bottom of a missile silo crazy, then no amount of assumption of the worst was too crazy. He moved into the room, not quite turning his back to Rook fully, sliding the bade of the knife under the mattress so the handle was sticking out. It would be easy to find if they were startled awake and he was too groggy to pull a knife off his person while tangled up in a blanket.
He got up on the bed and took a moment to fiddle with the knife - it wouldn't be hard to realize that this was a habit he had where he came from and he was positioning it where he was used to - before he sat back with his back once again against the wall. Despite their friendly rapport earlier, Vincent was slipping back into unease as he thought about having to sleep in the same room as a stranger. He tried not to be so blatant as he started settle in.
"Should probably warn ya: I'm not a real morning person." He wasn't sure he was going to even get to sleep tonight, but it was worth warning Rook. He admittedly wasn't sure what was going to happen in the morning if Rook did try to wake him: it could be as simple as grumbling and rolling over, or he might startle into a fight again. Vincent hoped it was the former but he'd been conditioned into being aggressive first and asking questions later.
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Date: 2023-12-10 02:25 am (UTC)"I'm not either," he admits with an easy smile. "The rookie gets graveyard shift at the sheriff's office, or if I'm not actively working, I'm on call. It's easier to move around at night right now, anyway. So, if you want to come with me, feel free to sleep in. But uhâ" he clears his throat, adjusting his stance almost uncomfortably. "You don't have to. I don't blame you if you wanna gut a few peggies for what they've put you through but- you've heard what I've told you and seen what brand of murderous intent they have so- you really don't have to." He shrugs.
"Not trying to suggest you can't keep up or somethingâ" God knows I can barely keep my head above waterâ he almost says this, but doesn't, it comes out instead as a catch in his throat. Another shift, a turn of his head so small it looks more like a twitch. People look to him here, to be strong, to keep his shit together when the rest of the county is losing theirs, and that was a lesson he took to heart quicker than most. "âAnyway. Just. It's your choice is all. Hiking outta here will be dangerous, but not as much as intentionally pulling up on armed, drugged up cultists."
His gaze slides over the tension in Vincent's frame. "Side note- if you want, I can sleep in the living room." It's probably not as safe, most people would probably bust through the front door than a window when they think no one's home, but Rook doesn't mind it. At least he'll probably hear them coming. He can feel the alcohol in his system, but he's far from drunk, so he expects the slightest sound will wake him.
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Date: 2023-12-10 04:55 am (UTC)âSleep where you want,â he said maybe a little defensively while bristling, as if the offer was meant to mock him. After a thoughtful pause, his gaze shifted just so he was peeking at Rook and he spoke more gently: âProbably smarter to stick together, though.â He was asking Rook to stay, though heâd certainly never say as much. Heâd like the conversation partner, and heâd likely stay up longer than Rook would anyway. His gaze would shift to look far more directly at Rook, his demeanor far less pleading.
âYou saved my life, so I owe you a life debt. Figure gettinâ you through whatever the fuck this is would probably settle it.â He absolutely hated feeling like he owed people (it always bit him in the ass). It also might be that nobody had ever gone out of their way to help Vincent like he had. âBesides,â he started in a joking tone, smiling a little, âsounds like a fun team-building exercise to strengthen our new relationship.â
There was a component of this that also was that Vincent wasnât even sure what heâd do out east, and he was afraid things wouldnât work out. He didnât realize it but he was absolutely using this to postpone facing that particular unknown.
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Date: 2023-12-16 08:07 am (UTC)He wanders to the bedroom closet, and shuffles through what's left looking for a spare blanket. He pauses in his search to look over his shoulder.
"You don't owe me anything, let me say that first. One, it's my job to help people." At least on paper. "Two, consider it me trying to make up for the fact you got tangled up in this bullshit." He motions with his newfound blanket to indicate to Vincent before tossing it onto the bed. "That aside, it does sound pretty effective."
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Date: 2023-12-18 03:34 am (UTC)His harsh expression softened around the corners as the blanket landed on the bed. Nothing about this was Rookâs fault, unless Vincent wanted to sit here and bitch about how the man saved his life. The younger man had also given Vincent permission (hah) to leave. No hard feelings, and Rook probably wouldnât even blame him.
âNoneâf this is your fault, nothinâ for you to make up for.â Vincent took the blanket and started wrapping himself up in it regardless, not about to turn away the offering. âNot too late to defect and head out east with me though,â he offered gently. He knew that Rook wasnât going to go for it - the man had his mind made up that he was going to be the savior of this county (or die trying) much as Vincent had already resolved to see him through it.
He pulled the blanket tighter around himself, letting himself try to get comfortable. It wasnât lost on Vincent that moving through this county and trying to dismantle this cult was more than likely going to end up killing them both. As the night continued he would ultimately reflect upon this and come to peace with it: death was the type of thing that Vincent never walked headfirst into, but didnât particularly fear. Dying would solve a lot of issues, really, but he was just too stubborn and proud to just lay down and do it. âProbably wonât be as effective as fightinâ a war together, but weâd walk out alive.â
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Date: 2024-01-02 03:56 pm (UTC)He smiles grimly instead, glancing down as though wondering whether this place is safe enough to kick off his boots. In the end he seems to decide its fine, sinking onto the end of the bed to unlace them as he answers. "I can't leave the others with those fuckers. Hudson's free now, but that crazy ass family still has Pratt and Whitehorse. They're both dicks, but they don't deserve this." No one deserves this. But Rook feels enough like its his fault that he can't quite listen to the voice in his head telling him to get the fuck out and save his own skin.
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Date: 2024-01-04 05:36 pm (UTC)There was a shift in Vincentâs demeanor. He went from relatively expressive to very restrained, his expression growing stoic and hard to read - clearly a well-practiced front, and one that Rook would grow very accustomed to in the coming days. Still, his tired resignation lived in his eyes, which would ultimately be what betrayed his cool demeanor.
âIâll take your word for it,â was all he could say. He doubted that two men were worth all the work to walk through hell but it was clear Rook had already made up his mind and wanted to be a hero. He was glad that Rook already had a plan, at least, and it seemed like he was able to make friends enough to make this at least slightly possible.
âDoubt theyâd do the same in your shoes, though,â he said more quietly as his gaze shifted off of Rookâs back and toward the window, idly gazing out into the darkness. The comment spoke more to Vincentâs cynicism than anything about Rook or the others mentioned.
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Date: 2024-02-01 03:43 am (UTC)"Maybe not," he answers after a brief silence. He smiles, half-cocked and half-hearted, and rubs his jaw before letting his hand fall back between his knees in something like resignation. "Pratt's good enough for a small-town cop - he'll stop kids on their four-wheelers or deal with drunkards getting kicked out of the Spread Eagle, but something like this...? Shit, this is above anyone's pay grade. And Whitehorse has done enough... he's old enough you can make a joke about him being two days to retirement. ...Nah, I don't expect they'd do the same." With a wry sort of humor, "they might do something smarter though, like try 'n' get help."
Not me, though. He knows it's fucking insane to expect to take down a cult nigh single-handedly, but if he didn't just feel so goddamn responsible for the mess...
"Anyway, it's not about what they'd do for me." It's not about being a hero, either. Rook tells himself it is responsibility, that he's a cop and it's his job, or that increasing nag in the back of his mind that it's his fault and he needs to make up for it. But, maybe, just a little, it's that he's pissed off beyond all meaning of the phrase and just wants to tear through as many cultists as he can to ease that burning in his chest that makes it hard to breathe, to think.
The deputy sets his boots neatly at the end of the bed, and stands, turnsâ then pauses awkwardly. "So are we just sharing the room or uh- or the bed?" He holds his hands up in a surrender sort of gesture. "Not tryna be weird or anything."
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Date: 2024-02-04 05:20 am (UTC)He had to hold his tongue, though, as he felt his own resentment get riled up. The fuckers that Rook were on a mission to save - those that wouldn't return the favor - didn't deserve the young man. They didn't deserve to know him, and to have him cross through hell to pull them out from this county's claws. What Vincent would have given to have someone pull him out of the life he'd had before this; he often wondered what could have been, and when he grew too sick in his stomach to think about it he drank, or fucked, or got high. More often than not, he indulged in all three.
Vincent's attention snapped back to the other man as he stood. He examined Rook closely, letting the awkward silence hang between them in his assessment. The gesture coupled with how nervous he was to even ask the question told Vincent what he really needed to know: Rook genuinely wouldn't try anything over night.
"You can sleep with me if you would like." He couldn't suppress the wry little smile that landed on his lips, giving away that he was teasing and, yes, even flirting with the deputy. He was settling enough to finally slip back into his habits from what was once home, and a well-rehearsed easygoing flirtation was what was settling over Vincent, pushing the tension out of his features. There were about a thousand different things he could follow up with, but he didn't want to make Rook too uncomfortable.
"But you don't got to if you don't want to." It was whatever the deputy wanted, truly. Vincent always was a very, very light sleeper, if he slept at all, and that wasn't going to change whether Rook was curled up next to him or across the house on the floor.